work & placement

Things have became significantly different for me since yesterday.

I just received the news about my job placement yesterday. It was unexpected. The result made me keep questioning myself, and God, why? I wasn't that sad but yet the result did not put me in a position where I could know the reason behind this.

Now I'm totally confused. Not that I'm not thankful for what I've been assigned for, but the result is a bit unexpected. It's far than I'd ever thought or imagined!

But I'm slowly digesting it. Just like other things I could not understand before which I do now, I wish I could also make peace with this decision sooner or later.

And I want to give it a good shake. And I'll show them I will.