What has been happening??

Many things have happened in my life for at least the last 3 months. Confusion, deepest agony, tears, laughs, every feeling you can name in the world. I lost counting how many *new and old* people have come along and gone away during this period of time. My life has dramatically changed, but I am still i am, who look strong from the outside but yet often cringe in search of reliefs.

I left Melbourne already. I've finished my degree and brokenheartedly decided to go back home for good. Many people feel sorry for my final decision. Well, that's fair enough. As all of you've known me quite well too, right? ;)

Curiousity kills, agree? That was exactly what I felt about this country I live in now. To travel to many countries and cities has become my obsession since the first time i stepped my foot outside my own country. And to go in this country I currently live was one of them. To be honest, the familiarity of Melbourne has really kicked in and to move from my own comfort zone didn't sound like a good idea. That's why until three months a go, i kept the option away from my head.

But the opportunity was in front of my very own eyes. And I know I couldn't miss it. True that so many things were greatly sacrificed and things have to be compromised to reach your ambition, so did I. My heart was and still ache each time I think about Melbourne and all the memories I had in that city. Although I'm still so thankful for my awesome bunch of friends. They really made my leaving felt both so hard but yet easy. I know we were all sad, but their laughs and wise words were really comforting than saddening. Because we all know that we're surely gonna meet again...

Before I left Melbourne, someone told me that even though it sucks to leave, i have to believe that better places and better things are waiting for me. and i could only say, i really hope so.

So,,,here i am. A completely different city like i used to live. I've found so many crazy excitements, bizzare foods, and culture richness in this city. Admittedly, I have this thing called (for umpteenth times) culture shock in me , but thank God I'm still survived *which I almost doubt it myself*. Shocking and entertaining, not to mention it is also depressing :(

More stories coming up. I can't wait to write :D

*vveen, reporting from the capital city of China, Beijing :)